I own three computers and I’m stuck here using a lab computer. WTF?!? Ugh, I think I should just bring one of them to Slivers. Hmm, I think the Ultra 10 is going to find itself a new home. The only thing stopping me is that it needs a new monitor. I think a visit to surplus is in order. I can’t stand Windows(r) and this IE crap.
Well, it’s been an interesting weekend. Most of the time was spent doing something. Not that the something always had to be meaningful. My intent was to do work all weekend. That didn’t happened. Although, I do want to read tonight. Hmm, yes, I will read tonight. That reminds me, I really should have learned German before; it would have made reading all these peoples names much easier.
I don’t know, it really sucks now. Depression comes and goes like the wind. I feel like “going away” one minute, then the next minute be normal college student. I really don’t know what to do with myself. I’m really confused. A few times I though like switching my major since comp engr doesn’t feel right anymore. I really want to stay, but it’s becoming more of a pain in the ass. I really like learning, but I hate this “forcing it down with a stick” method that professors like to employ. I think it was my AP C++ teacher who first said that it seemed that I like a less structured way for learning. I hate this dead lines and boring lectures. Sleeping is class is that last thing I want to do but it’s most likely than not the first thing I do. Meh, I need to find a way how to do well and not be pissed off at everyone. I need to re-evaluate my life and figure out what the hell to do.
Thoughts: 50 mA
Depressed-o-meter: 0xc
Currently Playing: hum of printer cooling fans
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