Published on Sunday, February 29, 2004 .
I went home after work this morning to do stuff to my sister’s computer and to show a switch who’s boss. So I went home and flashed the firmware on a 24-port 3Com switch. Almost fubared the damn thing after realizing that for a while it could not find the tftp server, or could it. Well, anyway I finally got it to flash. Hmm, did it really flash the firmware? Meh, I don’t care anymore. It works. I still need to configure the thing though. I think spring break will be the time that I reconfigure a lot of things. I did some stuff to my sisters computer that isn’t worth mentioning, then I went back to Rutgers since I had to continue with the continual training of a certian pupal. SERC lead to the DSV lab where the wonders of C++ programming showed it ugly head… and body… and butt. Err, I was then forcfully made to help with Maple. After that short experience, wandered back the apartment, stumbled across someone, then headed up the stairs, trying to avoid the rowdy neighbors.
Wow, I have a calc test tomorrow and I haven’t even started to study. I’m guessing cramming tomorrow and lots of praying… then kicking my ass to actually work from then on (which won’t happen).
Published on Sunday, February 22, 2004 .
I really don’t know I deal with this whole work schedule. I work at ARC on Tuesday night doing the consultant thing, basically helping the few users there are in the lab at night, then there is Friday and Saturday night in Operations doing the Operator thing, basically babysitting servers. Hmm, I really like working in those places, but for some reasons I get left with the shitty shifts and get no sleep. I could deal with that if I actually had a decent place to sleep at night (which I don’t). I really have to make decisions about these things.
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Published on Wednesday, February 18, 2004 .
So I had my usual Tuesday-into-Wednesday overnight at ARCB computer lab right after I had my physiscs exam. I was tiread as all hell. I actually slept while at work, which sucked. Oh god. I went back to silvers and then fell on the couch and slept. There goes the end of Priciples went into my mind when I saw the time when I woke up. I then went to check my mail and got this surprise: Continue reading ‘Promote’
Published on Sunday, February 15, 2004 .
I really don’t get Valentine’s Day. No, honestly, I don’t. I don’t get why you need a extra-special day to tell someone you love them. Why? I guess some people need the greeting card industry to tell them that you love a person. It’s either that or that I’m just bitter three times over, with one of them currently eating away at me. Yea, you know who you are.
Yeah, so anyway. Why does the fire alarm always have to go off at 4 o’clock in the morning? Maybe someone is telling me I shouldn’t sleep. I don’t even think the rest of Silvers have had theirs go off at all during the night. Err.
So a lot of nothing has been going on. I have exams I should be studying for and actually plan to. Haha No, I actually do plan to study. Remember the little note from the Office of the Registrar? Oh yeah, that thing. Yeah, I need to study.
Hmm, I have work in half-an-hour. Extra long this time. Lovely.
Published on Wednesday, February 11, 2004 .
So I woke up this moring later than I wanted to. I think I was suppose to visit Sarah at her work (the RSC Welcome Desk). Well, I am sick and my body always seems to want to stay in bed. Hmm, she’ll understand or will have forgotten (I hope). Anyway, I went to physics recetation this morning, which was enjoyable for what it was then to programming methodology, which is boring as hell but the human sorting kept me awake (along with the guy in back of me snoring), finally there was discrete math, which numbs the mind. I left early from discrete math, which I feel bad for since Prof. Marshall is a nice guy, but he puts me to sleep (sidenote: I have yet to fall asleep in lecture this semester). So I left early and ate lunch then I helped Adytia (oh god, it was so painful). Then I had the Supervisor-In-Training interview. For who I am and who the interviewrs were (Winnie, Eric, Shell), I did okay. It wasn’t the best show in town, but I can’t speak/think under artifical pressure. After that it was just a blur with me ending up working a overnight shift at ARC (which is where I am). I actually did some work while at work, which is amazing. This semester has to kick ass for me, I can’t afford another shitty semester.
Published on Tuesday, February 10, 2004 .
Yeah, I’m refering to the World War 2 black and white movie. The mood I’m feeling right now is the one sene when the guy thinks he killed all the Krauts Germans Nazis then goes up and starts yelling then gets shot. I always laughed at that scene, but now it feels like I’m that guy. It seems like everythings all clear but I have this feeling like shit is heading to the proverbial fan. Err, I don’t like this feeling that there is something going to happen.
The only exciting thing today was flying a kite with Sarah. Did that instead of work (damn her). Well, it was relaxing. I think I might get a kite to fly someday. Tomorrow I have Supervisor-In-Training interview for the computer lab at 15:30. I’m not sure how I feel about that. I originally didn’t plan to apply but Eric Cerces “con’ed” me into it. Well, I wanted to be supervisor when I first started at ARC, but over the semester, it wore off on me. I don’t really know why I applied in the first place. Oh well, I don’t think I would mind if I become supervisor.
Published on Saturday, February 7, 2004 .
It’s been a rough week. Right now, I’m not really sure of myself and what I want out of this life that has been given to me. It’s depressing walking around thinking how things could have been. It’s not like I even have time just to sit and take everything in, there is always this need that work must be done. I’m at work right now and I planned to work on Discrete Math, I don’t think that is going to happen anytime soon. I have horrid physics to do tomorrow, I really hate webassign. I don’t know sometime, am I really ment to be here and why do I feel alone when I made this decision? Life was much simplier when I was young: woke up, went to school, came home from school, did homework, watched the tele. Now, it’s massive amounts of school work which no one reasonable seems to want to work with on, relationships that are ever so complicated and a housing situation that I don’t know what to do with. Honestly, I sometimes wish I could simply not wake up from my slumber.
Published on Monday, February 2, 2004 .
Yeah, so this weekend was a bit of a horror story. Let’s start it off on Thursday, since that is when hell started (yeah, hell started on a Thursday). Continue reading ‘Ahh, Hitler’
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