Vacation that was never meant to be

So I have a vacation sheduled. It begins tomorrow and ends next Saturday. I really have too many things going on right now to take a vacation. This week can make or break my next two or three years. The thing is I will probably will not enjoy this “break” even if I didn’t have the stresses of the universe on me (family vacations are not what they used to be). Support is what I need (and a hugh calling plan).